So, here I am again. Its 2009 and the years just keep on scrolling, like their counter part, the wall calendar! There has been a lot on mind; yeah! you guessed it right, about me and where am I headed? Well, I really don't want to know the answer to that question, just yet.. So I will let the Calendar leaflets fly.
The thing that is bothering me right now is directions! There are plenty of ways to go about and making something out of the mess I am. I want to make myself a better me, for no one but me! Reading up on my blog, seems that I am becoming more self obsessed as time goes on by. And for one I don't like it and I am trying to change that. While I am trying to change my ways of being obsessively me, I am also trying to put together a corporate entity, which is at the brinks of a break down and by the fell of it, I think its because I have left worrying and doing anything about it! Why??? Well, thats an easy answer, no one is listening and bothered about it, So I am going to run the corporate entity as a one man show! Which would definitely become more difficult and more obsessively me, which in turn is not helping me achieve the goal of detaching my self with me! I think the word density of the word "me" in this post will be hitting the roof by now!
Funny isn't it, everytime you even begin to think that you are settling down and you are actually beginning your life and actually achieving what you set out to achieve, everything starts crumbling and even more funnier than that is, you know that it is crumbling because of you!
The whole goal here is to get to know myself and to keep a record of how I feel about things happening around me. But as far as this goal goes, I am still no where. Wonder how do other men deal with their inner beings and the chaos of a fight where they are bound, spaceless, and really do need a vacation, while everything is burning!
Burn!
Sunday, January 04, 2009
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