Happiness's Bane

Ever felt the feeling that something some where is wrong? and yet you still are happy where you are when you are? Well this is about such a feeling.

When I am down, and cranky and upset and all those adjectives that people hate to be in, I usually think of even worse situations that I might have landed in, what this does is, makes me wanna be happy. But when I am happy, chirpy and just plain old GAY[pun not intended] I feel like something is wrong and it would be stripped away from me, this doesnt make me feel more happier it just pulls me back into a sorry state of affairs. Well, atleast it used to a couple of years back. Now, I have a mantra for happiness, if you are feeling happy, think not it is not going to stay, think You can be happier! thus I think follows the pursuit of happiness which is everlasting and will never end. Mind you, don't get yourselves tangled up with mistaking happiness with luxury or richness, they are different, heck if you dont want to take my word, or even Mr. Oxford, or Mr. Webster's word for it, try it!